Monday, August 21, 2006

Love Your Dimensionless Perspective

Or, in my case, don't. I have just said goodbye to the past year by deleting all phone numbers from my address book belonging to folks that, yes, I've learned from, but not because of their infinite wisdom. Instead, I'm drawing the poison out of my veins through a non-invasive detoxification program. Step one was deleting all phone numbers. Step two involved deleting my text message inbox and outbox (which was a big step). Step three meant physically removing myself, the moth, from the flame.

Sounds like a drug addiction, doesn't it? Well, it was. But my drug was not liquid, nor rock, nor powder. It was a superficial need for companionship and acceptance that I embraced at any cost. I accepted it from the wrong people, in the wrong environment for the wrong reasons.

God help me, I've now pulled through and my hope is that the bruises and cuts will heal quickly. I'm one of the lucky ones.

7 Comments:

Blogger totaramkiaaatma said...

true!!!! vert true!!!
strange we r sitting across continents and deleting stuff.

Monday, August 21, 2006  
Blogger Roxie said...

Thanks for visiting my blog!

Monday, August 21, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

good luck out there.

Monday, August 21, 2006  
Blogger Roxie said...

Thanks!

Monday, August 21, 2006  
Blogger Jamie said...

Good move rox

Wednesday, August 23, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i am sorry roxie

you deserve to be very happy, i hope your happy in the other facets of your life if not in love
just remember its just one part of life and while its a big bit it doest have to be the be all and end all. say hi to julie xxoo soph

Thursday, August 24, 2006  
Blogger Roxie said...

Thanks, Soph. I have been having a difficult time but I'm sure that there's someone out there who deserves me and vice versa. I'll email you soon!

Love, Rox

Friday, August 25, 2006  

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